i'm calling bullshit... on myself...

so each year (and this has just been a recent thing), i've decided to dvr and watch horror movies. these used to freak the shit out of me. still do. but i like to do things that scare me (otherwise, how do you get rid of the fear - right?) so that's why i do it. but i'm starting to think i'm an idiot. i am now trying to sit through saw iii for the second time today. this shouldn't be fucking hard. it's daylight for fuck's sake. and it's not so much horror as just plain grotesque. i thought i had watched this before. but i know i haven't because otherwise i would have known that ass was going to rip those rings out of his hands (and wherever else since i turned away at this point). if he pulled it from his lip, i'm glad i missed that shit. mind you - this is about 3 minutes into the movie. man, i'm cool.

i've listed my scariest halloween movies in the past and i don't think they've changed much. so why, again, am i dvr-ing this and this? and do i need to watch the Halloween's in sequential order or doesn't it matter since the bitch in the shatner mask never dies? why isn't AMC showing them in order? why 1 then 4 then 5 then 27... well, you get the picture. if you have the rights to show them all - do it in order asshats. it's the polite thing to do.

jebus help me. i want to watch them. i really do... but maybe i should just take my bitch ass to the Family channel and watch Scooby Doo and Zombie Island. because that may be all i can handle.

one more question, who the fuck is this girl helping jigsaw or whoever/whatever he is? does she hope he gets better so she can bang the fucker? that's icky.

maybe if i just watch more of these, i'll get the same effect without being such a girl...